וְאָהַבְתָּ ‘…And you shall love…’
Perfect Love Without Fear
Hadassah from Jerusalem
"Herein is our love made
perfect, that we may have boldness in the Day of Judgment: because as he is, so
are we in this world. There
is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: because fear has
torment." 1 John 4:17,18
These verses were in my ‘Daily Light on
the Daily Path’ devotional for today. The well-known part of this passage
is ‘…perfect love casts out fear’. But I am moved this morning by the full text
and its implications.
John is telling us that our love, made perfect,
full and complete; puts us in a position that we do not need to fear the day of
judgement. The day is coming when Y’shua will separate the sheep from the
goats. The fire will be ready to put our life’s works in and see what survives
as gold. BUT there is assurance before Him- I AM HIS. Yes- I will have much of
my life’s deeds go up in smoke. There will be much I will regret. But I,
because of HIS great love and atoning sacrifice- may have boldness in that day.
The confidence that rests not in works of righteousness that I have done- BUT
by HIS mercy I stand. His manifest Grace. His unbounded Love.
I was confirmed in the Lutheran Church at age
13. My pastor - E.E. Bosserman - was a rather formidable man.
A handsome, retired navy Chaplin, he carried himself a bit removed and rather
regally. We loved and respected him and slightly feared him. We knew he loved
us and his way of showing us was to make sure we knew our Catechism. He taught
us well. He taught us Truth. I remember many of his Saturday morning
confirmation lessons but the one from Revelation has always stuck with me.
He read to us:
"Now I saw
heaven opened, and behold, a white horse. And He who sat on
him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness He judges and
makes war. His
eyes were like a flame of fire, and on His head were many
crowns. He had a name written that no one
knew except Himself. He was clothed with a robe dipped in blood,
and His name is called The Word of God." Rev. 19:11-13
I was enthralled with this
powerful, awesome and fierce image of my Savior. I was inexplicably attracted
and drawn to Him. I understood that He was coming in Judgment but the words the
Pastor read made my heart swell and I felt… peace… and love.
My best friend at the time
almost fainted! She fell on the floor sobbing in fear. She became quite
hysterical. Poor Pastor Bosserman was quite beside himself to know what to do.
He immediately dismissed us and called her mother.
I absolutely could not
understand her reaction. It was like we had seen two different things. I
realize now, in one way we had. Even at that age, I was called to be His. The
love of the LORD was being made perfect in me. His sweet draw on my young heart
was undeniable. It would still be 5 more difficult years before I surrendered
completely to Him, but I will always have engraved in my heart that moment when
I knew His great love.
Judgement day- No I am not
afraid. I do not approach it with any pride or arrogance. I will fall on my
face when I see Him because He is mighty and awesome and a consuming fire. And
that fire will consume anything in me that is not Him. I embrace that time and
fervently await the King’s coming.
Shalom!
Hadassah
Aug. 30, 2017
Nissim & Hadassah
Jerusalem, Israel
Hadassah and Nissim, her accountant husband, live in a settlement just outside Jerusalem with their dog Molly. After making Aliyah (immigrating) from the U.S. with their five children in 1989, they are now semi-retired and open their home to guests and those wishing to make Aliyah. When not busy with their 16 'GrandWonders', they enjoy a quiet life of study, prayer and learning to serve the LORD.
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