“Carry My Bags”
“Your God and the God of your father put treasure in your packs.”
(Gen. 43:23 Complete Jewish Bible)
In August of 2002, Laurie and I had
the tremendous blessing of going on a Derek Prince Ministries outreach trip
into China. We were among ten others who carried Bibles in the Chinese
language, and translated books of Derek Prince, to give to underground
believers though out the vast country.
From Hong Kong to Beijing and back, we
rode the 22 hour train rides to deliver these “carry on” bags loaded with the
Lord’s treasures. The believers we passed the written words onto were so
thrilled to be receiving His Word in their own language, to share with the home
churches hidden from the governing authorities.
As “tourists” in outward appearance,
we saw the sights of the Imperial Gardens, the Forbidden City and the Great
Wall. As mules for His purposes, we connected with our brothers and sisters in
the faith, supporting and encouraging them with our goods.
While here in the
USA we often take for granted the readily availability of books and related
teaching tools, even one page of the Scripture is so precious to them. Often it
was copied many times and passed onto others. They were willing to take the risk
of having it found in their hands, which was cause for possible torture in
prison, or death. It was a stealth mission.
A few years earlier, after
completing almost 14 years with a ministry having a worldwide impact, my
heart’s desire longed to travel internationally. Being my main responsibility
was the administration of the ministry and related church, my time though was
spent on the home front, tending the local needs. Even though the Lord had put
in my heart a desire since my youth to “be a missionary”, it seemed my never
ending mission was to “hold down the fort” as others went out.
When I finally got the courage to
request the opportunity to accompany the main minister on at least one
international trip a year, the short response was, “What would you do, carry my
bags?”
My self worth was shattered. In less
than six months I had left that ministry, rejected and left wondering what had
been accomplished during those years.
But oh how the Lord has a way of
showing His faithfulness.
Near the end of the China “tour”,
after dropping off our final bags to a pastor in Beijing, the group had a free
day to travel to the Great Wall, just west of the capital city. As Laurie and I
sat on the bus seats, she leaned over and said, “You can carry My
bags.”
At first I didn’t grasp what she had
said. Was this a word from Him, wanting to show He knew all along?
And then tears (again) came down my
cheeks, as the impact of what He had just shared gripped, and comforted, my
heart. It was a healing moment.
“You can carry My
bags.”
The good Lord had just allowed us to
deliver His precious treasure, in written form, to hungry believers in this
vast land. When another had earlier considered my worth as a simple baggage carrier,
the Lord God of Israel had counted this journey as precious in His sight, and
held us in high esteem. Deep into my soul the value that He held for me healed
the rejection and hurt experienced a few years before.
As we later climbed the 182 steps on
that Great Wall to the tower we ventured on, I wasn’t singing “Climb Every Mountain” that Julie Andrews
sang in the Sound of Music. But I was
making melody in my heart, having been given the opportunity to “carry His
bags” to a multitude of people in this foreign land.
Remember, what the enemy means for
evil, the Lord will cause for good as we seek His purposes. Keep on walking as
you carry His message to those around you, whether in word or deed. He is so
grateful that you too are carrying His bags, and He delights in you.
(From my book Ahava Love Letters, Xulon Press 2013 - Steve Martin)
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